Experience life to the rawest.
Much of my life I spend in an out of body experience. Like every day is a high from a drug I forgot I took. My friends say sometimes it's as if I'm living on a cloud. I think they are right. I don't feel completely part of this earth, this whole experience. I wonder if I was born at the wrong time, or in the wrong place. I question every little part of this existence. I battle the norm and try to find my own. What's considered the ideal human experience seems so futile to me. At the same time I try to find my own way. Maybe i just like to be complicated for no good reason. Maybe that's just me. I think I could easily be one of those people who leaves all traditional society to go live off in some hippie commune. But even that would be too obvious. I'd like all the preconceptions of life to disappear, all the "should's". I should go to college, should get married, should have 2.5 kids. Honestly, half of the people doing that seem unsatisfied with ...